For the past year, since graduating from seminary, I have been searching for motivation, for a sense of purpose. My sense of passion and drive is somewhat dull right now. I know that I want to pursue the betterment of self and the common good of all. I know that Christian discipleship is the means through which I want to pursue these things. But these are vague statements and are not concrete goals. I know that I need a spark, an achievable goal to set myself in motion, but here I am, procrastinating on that achievable goal I have set for myself. This goal is to complete the essays required for a Clinical Pastoral Education application. Gotta get back to work, but I thought I would post this as a way of holding myself accountable.